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Even though he couldn’t really save her life, he saved her in the only way he could because he couldn’t face actually losing her.  He spent a long time mourning, unable to say goodbye to River and he couldn’t face talking about it with Clara until he broke down in tears as he was forced face everything he had been hiding from.  But even without knowing who she was or how much it would hurt him, his younger self could see how much she loved him and how much he would trust her.  He refused to believe he’d ever just let someone like that go to her death when he had all those years to think of a way to save her.  He knew it would haunt him..

Ten and Eleven are the same man at heart.  Their personalities are different, but Ten knows how much it hurts to lose someone he loves. If he could do anything to stop himself from going through that again, he would.  And he was right.  He wouldn’t just let someone who clearly meant so much to him die if there was anything he could do — even if all he could do was make a backup to keep her any way he could.  Because he knows how it is when you lose someone…

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